LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR STUPID LITTLE BITCHES

by Black Dresses

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1.
STATIC 02:16
(devi) NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! (rook) OKAY!!!!!!!!! <both coughing> ok (devi) NEVER AGAIN (rook) motherfucker (devi) I CAN NEVER GO BACK if u think its ok u can kid yourself u can drink yr own blood ill never kill myself this is the shit i said i always fucking dreamed about but i know that its something different cos its something else (rook) im underwater floating over what i am (rook+devi) black and white high-contrast manic where'd i put my soul in all this static so fucked up but honestly ive never felt more alive rotting flesh i float above it how did i ever become this damaged glowing dying soulless monster in a dream thats fading fast (devi) its electromagnetic noise or its the just smoke from the sky and it burns in my eyes and its so hot that im barely alive i feel reality bend cos i cant catch my breath its fucked up its been days since i slept (rook) YAAAAA!!!!!!! black and white high-contrast manic where'd i put my soul in all this static so fucked up but honestly ive never felt more alive rotting flesh i float above it how did i ever become this damaged glowing dying soulless monster in a dream thats fading fast (devi) im underwater im sinking fast being dissected im in heaven, seeing hell thru stained glass (rook+devi) i tried so hard to kill the past.
2.
HERTZ 03:53
(devi) ive always been a burden tripping out & hurting its always been a circus caged animals and all the nightmare's reoccurring ive never been that girly ive never been a person ive never had a soul its all ready its all ready to go if u can dream u can be if u can dream u can be anything if u can dream u just get further away from everything you ever wanted (rook) i know u dont believe it hurts (rook+devi) that saying im in pain makes it worse (rook) i know u think that all i need (rook+devi) is just to think positively (rook) BUT IT FUCKING HURTS!!!!!!! (devi) ive never had a purpose im too weak for working sitting in a dollhouse an ugly worn out doll all these years of searching all these years of lurking all these years of worthlessness really take their toll its all ready its all ready to go if u can dream u can be if u can dream u can be anything if u can dream u just get further away from everything you wanted (rook) i know u dont believe it hurts (rook+devi) that saying im in pain makes it worse (rook) i know u think that all i need (rook+devi) is just to think positively this is something you'll never understand this is something you'll never understand this is something you'll never understand you'll never know what its like
3.
BLOOM 04:22
(rook) im bleeding out on my back staining the floor of your bedroom im laughing because it feels like i am finally somewhere that makes sense i feel so fucked up but i just wanna be fucked up with you you just get it im just so glad we're friends sometimes i just wonder who i am sometimes i want to kill who i am sometimes i don't want to feel anything at all (devi) i know ur out there, hello hello? im sorry i sing my prayer out of tune i never thought i could go to heaven until i died and i met you... is the truth just too depressing? my body hardly knows how to move crawling thru the dying soil i think i see 1 flower bloom (rook) and all those years just wanting to run away i never dared to dream that i could ever feel safe if i could tell myself that i would feel alive again someday maybe id be ok anyway (rook+devi) dead girls dry each others eyes and pretend for a while that we're still alive
4.
MINDCRUSHED 03:43
(devi) suffering mindcrushed no release bla bla bla it goes on it goes on it goes on suffering mindcrushed no release bla bla bla it goes on it goes on it goes on ill be trapped here forever ill be trapped here forever n ever throw away everything cos i am never leaving, oh-oh im going down like an elevator from hell i dont need it anymore i dont breathe air blood and gore and (rook) my soul is hardened on the floor i know the patterns of these boards better than the backs of my hands my blood is sand my soul is hardened on the floor i know the patterns of these boards better than the backs of my hands my blood is sand my bones are ash, my stomach's full of clay, this happens every day this town is festering decay this body feels like a grave (devi) UH! I DONT RLY THINK ABOUT IT I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT DONT ASK ME QUESTIONS DONT ASK ME QUESTIONS I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT IT UGH I DONT RLY WANNA TALK ABOUT EUGH EUGH I DONT RLY THINK ABOUT IT DONT ASK ME QUESTIONS (rook) my soul is hardened on the floor i know the patterns of these boards better than the backs of my hands my blood is sand my soul is hardened on the floor i know the patterns of these boards better than the backs of my hands my blood is sand my bones are ash, my stomach's full of clay, this happens every day this town is festering decay this body feels like a grave
5.
(devi) programming like this is made possible by viewers like you! (rook) every day every day im so fucking freaked out every day every day i cant get the evil out every night i feel so far away someday someday will it ever be ok? (devi) every day its a brand new episode every day i guess we'll see just how far it goes every day it seems like no one sees and no one knows every day i kinda wanna cancel the show (rook) most days i just feel like im making it up (devi) call off the show (rook) i pray to god that im just making it up!! (devi) i dont wanna go to the show!! (rook) i wish this was just cartoon so i could be like "this is real as fuck, i love the way they dont give up!" tweet about it "more stories like this, so important!" but it really happened OH GOD IT REALLY HAPPENED!!! (rook) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHAT THE FUCK!!!! haha (devi) what the (rook) i wanna do that again yea (devi) every day its another new episode every day slice a bit more meat off the bone (rook) i can feel the evil in me im such a faker really (devi) meat off the bones (rook) crisis line all agents busy i feel so guilty (devi) meat off the (rook+devi) WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK what the fuck
6.
MUTATIONS 03:15
(devi) im a mess beautiful monster psycho-dreaming im something different be urself earth is so poisoned life is so boring theres not much left to do-d-do-d-do get cut apart and consumed u can be me too if u rly want to know what its like when the sky is love and the air is honey when the ppl shout and stop and stare cos you dont look like the ppl on tv and thats ok cos the world is meant to change and it should change id love to see the world in a beautiful new shape (rook) broken parts garbage mind fall apart mis-align start AGAIN build yourself back up and then pretend ive tried so HARD TO BE GOOD i wish i could i wish i COULD!! but this is how it was always going to be im still me. (devi) when the sky is love and the air is honey when the ppl shout and stop and stare cos you dont look like the ppl on tv and thats ok cos the world is meant to change and it should change id love to see the world in a beautiful new shape (rook) the one beautiful thing in this world the one beautiful thing in this world!! THE ONE BEATIFUL THING IN THIS WORLD........ in this world.... IN THIS WORLD!!!!! (devi) LET ME SHOW YOU ALL THE NEW MUTATIONS LET ME SHOW YOU ALL THE NEW MUTATIONS LET ME SHOW YOU ALL THE NEW MUTATIONS SO MANY FEELINGS NEW SENSATIONS (rook) I KNOW it must be protected (devi) I KNOW (rook) I KNOW its all we have (devi) I KNOW (rook) we cant (rook+devi) SURVIVE WITHOUT IT (rook) a tiny flame in our hands... (rook+devi) what do we do?
7.
DROOL 02:11
8.
MUSIC 03:37
(devi) music isnt magic im not sure that music is anything at all if it was the answer dont u think that all our problems would be solved but its sitll the same as it always was the pain's still loose in my head but thats ok if it ever changes im sure ill be dead if all we need is love could there be enough to undo what weve done? if all we need is love could there be enough could there be enough? (devi+rook) if all we need is love could there be enough to undo what weve done? if all we need is love could there be enough could there be enough could there ever be enough? (rook) from the outside it's simple there's a wound and it is bleeding it is obvious and visible healing is an ideal thats supposed to be real its supposed to be real is it real? is it real but from the inside it deforms you theres only so much that a song can do it cant heal or change the world or make it end music is so easy but it only makes it easy to pretend (devi) sorry i can shut up (rook) aw ur good (devi) if all we need is love could there be enough to undo what weve done? if all we need is love could there be enough could there be enough? (devi+rook) if all we need is love could there be enough to undo what weve done? if all we need is love could there be enough could there ever be enough? (rook) if all we need is love could there be enough to undo what we've done? if all we need is love could there be enough could there ever be enough?
9.
(devi) and i cant cry and i cant sing and i cant move and i cant breathe and i cant cry and i cant cry and i cant in a sinister place in all the hells in the world in a spiders web in the devils nest theres no torture left we just used it up its like the whole ocean was just made of blood but im sick im suffering i lay in bed and die im sick im so fucked up my heart beats out of time (rook) is this body me? can i be more than it? was there ever a better way to live? in a rotting shell why do i exist? is this fucked up hell really all there is...? in a simpler time in a safer world in a place where we were just normal girls would we understand? would we still connect? would we recognize? would we still be friends? (devi) and i cant cry and i cant sing and i cant move and i cant breathe and i cant cry and i cant cry and i cant (rook) slow decay, broken brains is there anything to say? impending doom, is it true? there's not much left to do (rook+devi) but it's alright, hold on tight to what is left in the wreckage under the full moon something new life resumes we'll pull thru (devi+rook) im sick im suffering i lay in bed and die im sick im so fucked up my heart beats out of time (devi) dying (rook) trying (devi) dying (rook) trying --- (rook) something new (devi) something new? (rook) life resumes (devi) life resumes? (rook) we'll pull thru (devi) we'll pull thru?

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By Devi and Rook

Song assembled between April 2018 and July 2019

STATIC music video with vfx by maddi dataerase twitter.com/DataErase
www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpmcuKb4QDw

HERTZ music video produced by EXPENSIVEHOE.COM
youtu.be/CcHn51njzWs

CARTOON NETWORK music video animated by Jonni Phillips www.jonniphillips.com
www.youtube.com/watch?v=yR748MzP9uA

Devi McCallion
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
@dei_genetrix

Ada Rook
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@adarook666

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released August 1, 2019

Art by greatsabrecat greatsabrecat.carrd.co

"MUTATIONS" dedicated to the loving memory of Chu Ishikawa

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