LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR STUPID LITTLE BITCHES

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By Devi and Rook

Song assembled between April 2018 and July 2019

HERTZ music video produced by EXPENSIVEHOE.COM
youtu.be/CcHn51njzWs

Devi McCallion
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
@dei_genetrix

Ada Rook
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@adarook666

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released August 1, 2019

Art by greatsabrecat greatsabrecat.carrd.co

"MUTATIONS" dedicated to the loving memory of Chu Ishikawa

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Track Name: STATIC
(devi)
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

(rook)
OKAY!!!!!!!!!

<both coughing>

ok

(devi)
NEVER AGAIN

(rook)
motherfucker

(devi)
I CAN NEVER GO BACK
if u think its ok u can kid yourself
u can drink yr own blood ill never kill myself
this is the shit i said i always fucking dreamed about
but i know that its something different cos its something else

(rook)
im underwater floating over what i am

(rook+devi)
black and white high-contrast manic
where'd i put my soul in all this static
so fucked up but honestly
ive never felt more alive
rotting flesh i float above it
how did i ever become this
damaged glowing dying soulless
monster in a dream thats fading fast

(devi)
its electromagnetic noise
or its the just smoke from the sky
and it burns in my eyes
and its so hot that im barely alive
i feel reality bend
cos i cant catch my breath
its fucked up its been days since i slept

(rook)
YAAAAA!!!!!!!
black and white high-contrast manic
where'd i put my soul in all this static
so fucked up but honestly
ive never felt more alive
rotting flesh i float above it
how did i ever become this
damaged glowing dying soulless
monster in a dream thats fading fast

(devi)
im underwater
im sinking fast
being dissected
im in heaven, seeing hell thru stained glass

(rook+devi)
i tried so hard to kill the past.
Track Name: HERTZ
(devi)
ive always been a burden
tripping out & hurting
its always been a circus
caged animals and all

the nightmare's reoccurring
ive never been that girly
ive never been a person
ive never had a soul

its all ready
its all ready to go

if u can dream u can be
if u can dream u can be anything
if u can dream u just get further away from everything you ever wanted

(rook)
i know u dont believe it hurts

(rook+devi)
that saying im in pain makes it worse

(rook)
i know u think that all i need

(rook+devi)
is just to think positively

(rook)
BUT IT FUCKING HURTS!!!!!!!

(devi)
ive never had a purpose
im too weak for working
sitting in a dollhouse
an ugly worn out doll

all these years of searching
all these years of lurking
all these years of worthlessness
really take their toll

its all ready
its all ready to go

if u can dream u can be
if u can dream u can be anything
if u can dream u just get further away from everything you wanted

(rook)
i know u dont believe it hurts

(rook+devi)
that saying im in pain makes it worse

(rook)
i know u think that all i need

(rook+devi)
is just to think positively
this is something you'll never understand
this is something you'll never understand
this is something you'll never understand
you'll never know what its like
Track Name: BLOOM
(rook)
im bleeding out on my back
staining the floor of your bedroom
im laughing because it feels
like i am finally somewhere that makes sense
i feel so fucked up
but i just wanna be fucked up with you
you just get it
im just so glad we're friends

sometimes i just wonder who i am
sometimes i want to kill who i am
sometimes i don't want to feel anything at all

(devi)
i know ur out there, hello hello?
im sorry i sing my prayer out of tune
i never thought i could go to heaven
until i died and i met you...
is the truth just too depressing?
my body hardly knows how to move
crawling thru the dying soil
i think i see 1 flower bloom

(rook)
and all those years
just wanting to run away
i never dared to dream
that i could ever feel safe
if i could tell myself
that i would feel alive again someday
maybe id be ok

anyway

(rook+devi)
dead girls dry each others eyes
and pretend for a while that we're still alive
Track Name: MINDCRUSHED
(devi)
suffering
mindcrushed
no release
bla bla bla
it goes on
it goes on it goes on
suffering
mindcrushed
no release
bla bla bla
it goes on
it goes on it goes on

ill be trapped here forever
ill be trapped here forever n ever
throw away everything
cos i am never leaving, oh-oh

im going down
like an elevator from hell
i dont need it anymore
i dont breathe air
blood and gore and

(rook)
my soul is hardened on the floor
i know the patterns of these boards
better than the backs of my hands
my blood is sand

my soul is hardened on the floor
i know the patterns of these boards
better than the backs of my hands
my blood is sand
my bones are ash, my stomach's
full of clay, this happens every day
this town is festering decay
this body feels like a grave

(devi)
UH!
I DONT RLY THINK ABOUT IT
I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT
DONT ASK ME QUESTIONS
DONT ASK ME QUESTIONS
I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT IT UGH
I DONT RLY WANNA TALK ABOUT
EUGH EUGH
I DONT RLY THINK ABOUT IT
DONT ASK ME QUESTIONS

(rook)
my soul is hardened on the floor
i know the patterns of these boards
better than the backs of my hands
my blood is sand

my soul is hardened on the floor
i know the patterns of these boards
better than the backs of my hands
my blood is sand
my bones are ash, my stomach's
full of clay, this happens every day
this town is festering decay
this body feels like a grave
Track Name: CARTOON NETWORK
(devi)
programming like this
is made possible
by viewers like you!

(rook)
every day every day im so fucking freaked out
every day every day i cant get the evil out
every night i feel so far away
someday someday
will it ever be ok?

(devi)
every day its a brand new episode
every day i guess we'll see just how far it goes
every day it seems like no one sees and no one knows
every day i kinda wanna cancel the show

(rook)
most days i just feel like im making it up

(devi)
call off the show

(rook)
i pray to god that im just making it up!!

(devi)
i dont wanna go to the show!!

(rook)
i wish this was just cartoon so i could be like
"this is real as fuck, i love the way they dont give up!"
tweet about it "more stories like this, so important!"
but it really happened
OH GOD IT REALLY HAPPENED!!!

(rook)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!

haha

(devi)
what the

(rook)
i wanna do that again

yea

(devi)
every day its another new episode
every day slice a bit more meat off the bone

(rook)
i can feel the evil in me
im such a faker really

(devi)
meat off the bones

(rook)
crisis line all agents busy
i feel so guilty

(devi)
meat off the

(rook+devi)
WHAT THE FUCK
WHAT THE FUCK
WHAT THE FUCK
WHAT THE FUCK
what the fuck
Track Name: MUTATIONS
(devi)
im a mess
beautiful monster
psycho-dreaming
im something different
be urself
earth is so poisoned
life is so boring
theres not much left to do-d-do-d-do
get cut apart and consumed
u can be me too
if u rly want to know what its like

when the sky is love
and the air is honey
when the ppl shout and stop and stare
cos you dont look like the ppl on tv
and thats ok
cos the world is meant to change
and it should change
id love to see the world
in a beautiful new shape

(rook)
broken parts
garbage mind
fall apart
mis-align
start AGAIN
build yourself back up and then
pretend
ive tried so HARD TO BE GOOD
i wish i could i wish i COULD!!
but this is how it was always going to be
im still me.

(devi)
when the sky is love
and the air is honey
when the ppl shout and stop and stare
cos you dont look like the ppl on tv
and thats ok
cos the world is meant to change
and it should change
id love to see the world
in a beautiful new shape

(rook)
the one beautiful thing in this world
the one beautiful thing in this world!!
THE ONE BEATIFUL THING IN THIS WORLD........
in this world....
IN THIS WORLD!!!!!

(devi)
LET ME SHOW YOU ALL THE NEW MUTATIONS
LET ME SHOW YOU ALL THE NEW MUTATIONS
LET ME SHOW YOU ALL THE NEW MUTATIONS
SO MANY FEELINGS
NEW SENSATIONS

(rook)
I KNOW

it must be protected

(devi)
I KNOW

(rook)
I KNOW

its all we have

(devi)
I KNOW

(rook)
we cant

(rook+devi)
SURVIVE WITHOUT IT

(rook)
a tiny flame in our hands...

(rook+devi)
what do we do?
Track Name: MUSIC
(devi)
music isnt magic
im not sure that music is anything at all
if it was the answer
dont u think that all our problems would be solved
but its sitll the same
as it always was
the pain's still loose in my head
but thats ok
if it ever changes im sure ill be dead

if all we need is love
could there be enough
to undo what weve done?
if all we need is love
could there be enough
could there be enough?

(devi+rook)
if all we need is love
could there be enough
to undo what weve done?
if all we need is love
could there be enough
could there be enough
could there ever be enough?

(rook)
from the outside it's simple
there's a wound and it is bleeding
it is obvious and visible
healing is an ideal thats supposed to be real
its supposed to be real
is it real?
is it real
but from the inside it deforms you
theres only so much that a song can do
it cant heal or change the world or make it end
music is so easy but it only makes it easy to pretend

(devi)
sorry i can shut up

(rook)
aw ur good

(devi)
if all we need is love
could there be enough
to undo what weve done?
if all we need is love
could there be enough
could there be enough?

(devi+rook)
if all we need is love
could there be enough
to undo what weve done?
if all we need is love
could there be enough
could there ever be enough?

(rook)
if all we need is love
could there be enough
to undo what we've done?
if all we need is love
could there be enough
could there ever be enough?
Track Name: MY HEART BEATS OUT OF TIME
(devi)
and i cant cry
and i cant sing
and i cant move
and i cant breathe
and i cant cry
and i cant cry
and i cant

in a sinister place
in all the hells in the world
in a spiders web
in the devils nest
theres no torture left
we just used it up
its like the whole ocean
was just made of blood but

im sick
im suffering
i lay in bed and die
im sick
im so fucked up
my heart beats out of time

(rook)
is this body me?
can i be more than it?
was there ever a
better way to live?
in a rotting shell
why do i exist?
is this fucked up hell
really all there is...?

in a simpler time
in a safer world
in a place where we
were just normal girls
would we understand?
would we still connect?
would we recognize?
would we still be friends?

(devi)
and i cant cry
and i cant sing
and i cant move
and i cant breathe
and i cant cry
and i cant cry
and i cant

(rook)
slow decay, broken brains
is there anything to say?
impending doom, is it true?
there's not much left to do

(rook+devi)
but it's alright, hold on tight
to what is left in the wreckage
under the full moon
something new
life resumes
we'll pull thru

(devi+rook)
im sick
im suffering
i lay in bed and die
im sick
im so fucked up
my heart beats out of time

(devi)
dying

(rook)
trying

(devi)
dying

(rook)
trying

---

(rook)
something new

(devi)
something new?

(rook)
life resumes

(devi)
life resumes?

(rook)
we'll pull thru

(devi)
we'll pull thru?

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