1. |
WIGGLE 2019
03:36
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(devi)
i couldnt go
i couldnt stay
i couldnt...
i couldnt...
they tried to push me down
but i just wiggled around until they couldnt hold me
years and years
they couldnt hold me
if u turn the light on ill just run away
i know i dont belong but i have nowhere else to stay
im so sorry im here
im so sorry im here
please dont kill me
please dont kill me
im so sorry im here
right into the heart of my dreams
someone else is just trying to crush me
but its okay
its okay
if i was u
if i was a killer id just kill me too
(rook)
i keep myself together somehow
(i dont want anything i just want to survive)
stepped on too many times to count
(i know i'm nothing to you, i know i'm not even alive)
i hope one day my broken frame
(i'm sorry that i scare you, i'll find a better place to hide)
can get away, can find a place
(i'll crawl into the corner, stay out of the light)
that's safe
(devi)
is it really like u say?
does it really come in waves?
does it really work that way?
i know ur something different
u cant hide it
u cant miss it
(rook)
i keep myself together somehow
(i dont want anything i just want to survive)
stepped on too many times to count
(i know i'm a target for you, i know you don't even think twice)
i hope one day my broken frame
(i'm sorry that i scare you, i promise that i'll make it right)
can get away, can find a place
(some perfect day i know i'll no longer be part of your life)
that's safe
i couldnt go
i couldnt stay
i couldnt go
i couldnt stay
i couldnt stay
i didnt stay.
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2. |
NAUSEA 2019
02:46
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(devi)
i live in sickness
i live in spinning
the whole wide world is a carousel
i stood in line
and now the ride's beginning
i could still do so much more if i dont kill myself
i live in nausea
eternal nausea
in a spotlight shaped like a spiral
im in the bible
god's favorite idol
cos the whole sick world loves to smile
(devi+rook)
i feel sick
i still feel sick
i still feel sick
(devi)
smile like a rainbow
smile like a crescent moon
just keep doing what ur doing
just keep doing what ur doing
smile like a crack in the earth
like a curse
like a corpse
like a wound
smile like a rainbow
just keep doing what ur doing
(rook)
cum-stained black hoodie
grey soul and static in my eyes
try to see the future
but i'm not sure if it applies
by the water in a pissed-in miniskirt
trying to see the world thru the anhedonia
feels kinda like my soul is burnt
too late, too late if only uhhh
we're not like the other girls
this shit's too evil to be stylish
don't tell me this is too dramatic
cause i LIVE INSIDE IT
just fucking try it~
(devi+rook)
i feel sick
i still feel sick
i still feel sick
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3. |
GO INSIDE 2019
02:40
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(devi+rook)
ull never find a way out
(ur stuck with us ur stuck with us)
ull never find a way out
(ur stuck with us make peace with it)
ull never find a way out
(ur stuck with us ur stuck with us)
ull never find a way out
(ur stuck with us make peace with it)
(devi)
yea i eat the ashes
yea i eat the bones
yea i know the people
yea i know the ones
why cos god tells me
why cos god tells me
why cos god tells me
why
yea i eat the ashes
yea i chew the bones
yea i know the people
yea i know the ones
why cos god tells me
it could be whatever
it doesnt matter
even if i get it wrong
sometimes i think that im dreaming
sometimes i know that im not
sometimes i think its a matter of fact
sometimes i think its just tied up in a knot
it could really be whatever
(rook)
it can go inside you
it can unwind you
it can rewire you
force-feminize you
you'll never be who you thought you were, true
"EVERYTHING'S SEE-THROUGH!!"
trust me, i feel u
memories steal you
present tense, weird too
who is this geared to?
nobody near you
i think i fear you
i think i fear you
i know you're scared of me
so i'm scared too
the difference is...
i don't want to kill you
(devi)
it could
it could
it could wear ur skin
it could dig right in
it could go inside of u
it could wear ur skin
it could dig right in
it could go inside of u
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4. |
DREAMS COME TRUE
03:24
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(rook)
there was a moment
i felt almost real
a flicker of something
i could barely feel
something has come loose here
a tiny crucial piece
lost between the gears of this impossible machine
(devi)
kinda not
kinda gone
kinda soft
kinda never even knew who i was
kinda sucks
kinda rotten
kinda stab me in the guts while im sinking to the bottom
kinda blank
kinda stupid
kinda cute
kinda wish i had a purpose but im useless
kinda dumb
kinda nothing
kinda wish i had a life but im rotting
(rook + devi)
we're all gonna die
death
(rook)
if everything could stop for just a single day
i just want to feel ok
but there is evil in my heart
i can see it in my eyes
is there anything left inside?
i can't even cry
(devi)
my soul is caught in my body like a thorn
tearing at the flesh, infected like a wound
i can get it out
ha
i can get it out
get it out get it out
get it out get it out get it out
(rook + devi)
we're all gonna die
(rook)
theres no escaping it
(rook + devi)
we're all gonna die
(devi)
maybe we could live
maybe we could make the world worse than it is
(rook + devi)
we're all gonna die
(rook)
everything is getting weirder
(rook + devi)
we're all gonna die
(devi)
don't you think its on purpose?
what makes money like endless violence
(rook + devi)
we're all gonna die
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